Tod Bolsinger

Sunday of Wonder

The article from Eugene Peterson, posted below appeared at CT online right before Christmas.  I thought it a good piece for this Christmas Sunday.  I know, the world has already passed by Christmas and is getting ready for that great holiday, "New Year's Eve".  But in the church it is different.  We are in a different time zone.  For us, it is still Christmas.  That is, until Epiphany (the true "Twelve Days of Christmas").  So today, I will join with my community of faith and sing Christmas carols and spend some time in reflection and wonder.  Because that first birthday of the new dawn deserves a lot more than a frantic month and one holy night.

Birth: wonder … astonishment … adoration. There can't be very many of us for whom the sheer fact of existence hasn't rocked us back on our heels. We take off our sandals before the burning bush. We catch our breath at the sight of a plummeting hawk. "Thank you, God." We find ourselves in a lavish existence in which we feel a deep sense of kinship—we belong here; we say thanks with our lives to Life. And not just "Thanks" or "Thank It," but "Thank You."

Most of the people who have lived on this planet Earth have identified this You with God or gods. This is not just a matter of learning our manners, the way children are taught to say thank you as a social grace. It is the cultivation of adequateness within ourselves to the nature of reality, developing the capacity to sustain an adequate response to the overwhelming gift and goodness of life.

Wonder is the only adequate launching pad for exploring this fullness, this wholeness, of human life.

The God Who Does the Impossible…

....A story for those who struggle to believe

Since Christmas is a season that lasts twelve days (until Epiphany), I'll continue my series on Christmas stories for wanderers.  This one was written with four particular friends in mind.  All of them are highly intelligent, deeply articulate, and having once followed Christ are now agnostics of different sorts. Every time I am with one of them my faith is challenged to go deeper.  I respect them greatly and their friendship is a gift to me. This is my attempt to have something worthy of their friendship and my own faith. 

Luke 1:26-38
In the sixth month of Elizabeth’s pregnancy, God sent the angel Gabriel to Nazareth, a village in Galilee, 27 to a virgin named Mary. She was engaged to be married to a man named Joseph, a descendant of King David. 28 Gabriel appeared to her and said, “Greetings, favored woman! The Lord is with you!”
29 Confused and disturbed, Mary tried to think what the angel could mean. 30 “Don’t be afraid, Mary,” the angel told her, “for you have found favor with God! 31 You will conceive and give birth to a son, and you will name him Jesus. 32 He will be very great and will be called the Son of the Most High. The Lord God will give him the throne of his ancestor David. 33 And he will reign over Israel forever; his Kingdom will never end!”
34 Mary asked the angel, “But how can this happen? I am a virgin.”
35 The angel replied, “The Holy Spirit will come upon you, and the power of the Most High will overshadow you. So the baby to be born will be holy, and he will be called the Son of God. 36 What’s more, your relative Elizabeth has become pregnant in her old age! People used to say she was barren, but she’s now in her sixth month. 37 For nothing is impossible with God.”
38 Mary responded, “I am the Lord’s servant. May everything you have said about me come true.” And then the angel left her. (NLT)

Robert Robinson came from a poor family; his father died when Robert was a child and his mother sent him to London to learn barbering when he was a teenager.  Instead he fell in with a gang and was involved in vandalism, looting and petty theft.  They went to heckle a traveling evangelist, George Whitefield, who was preaching in the town square but Robert encountered the Lord Jesus and eventually accepted him as his Savior.  He went on to become a renowned preacher and pastor, as well as a writer of extraordinary hymns and was well known throughout Europe.  But late in his life he left the faith.  We don’t know all the reasons why, we don’t know the circumstances, but the story is told that there came a day late in his life when he was traveling by stage coach, seated next to a woman who was humming the hymn Come Thou Fount of Every Blessing (“Prone to wander, Lord I feel it…”). 

If nothing else, maybe simply to make conversation, she asked him: “Sir, do you know this song?” 

To which he replied: “Know it?  Madam I am the miserable man who wrote it and I would give a thousand lives to know the joy and peace that I knew then but I’ve lost it.” 

Mr. Robinson died shortly thereafter. 

Come Thou Fount is one of my favorite hymns and that story is one of the saddest—and I am afraid, all-too-familiar—ones I know. 

Every year at Christmas time I become more aware of the wanderers in my life who have truly left home. 
Friends and family members who once had a vibrant faith, but have now grown cynical of the simplicity of belief and hypocrisy of believers.

Students who came to Christ through my early ministry that decided to leave behind discipleship with their college years to instead seek more of the world as they make their way in the world.

Those folks that I run into here in town that not too long ago were taking vows of membership, being baptized, committing their lives to learn and grow and serve, who look at me sheepishly and try to explain that they are now so busy that they don’t really attend church any more.

Some of them left disillusioned by church that seemed little different than any other gathering of people.  Some of them left disappointed in their pastor-friend who let them down or didn’t live up to their expectation.  Some of them left despairing that prayers have gone unanswered or that life had taken a cruel turn. 

And I find myself praying for them even more intently at this time of year.  I pray that an old song will stir their hearts to long for their spiritual home with Christ.  I pray that they might stumble into a church or hear a message on a web, or sit down at a Starbucks with someone who reminds them that they once knew and believed the unbelievable good news of the God who came to this world to seek and save the lost and if nothing else, they would whisper a prayer that would send them on a journey back into the community of faith and into the footsteps of Christ.

But part of the reason that I am aware of wanderers so much at Christmas time, is that for many of my friends the Christmas story is part of the very reason they state for wandering away.  Somewhere amidst the disillusionment, the despair and the outright defiance is also a profound, and often respectable, intellectual disbelief. 

And frankly, I understand this. 

Baa, Baa, Baa...

...A story for those how have wandered off and don't know how they got there.

Merry Christmas.  I imagine that most people aren't reading blogs today. Maybe a peek at a favorite after opening presents, maybe a quick scan late in the evening.  But mostly, we'll be too busy enjoying this day to be reading about it.  But, just in case someone out there finds himself lost and alone on this Christmas day, I have posted a Christmas story just for you. 

At the beginning of the Gospel of Luke a man looks at his newborn baby boy and declares in a trembling voice that is full of the Spirit of God,

76”And you, child, will be called the prophet of the Most High; for you will go before the Lord to prepare his ways, 77to give knowledge of salvation to his people by the forgiveness of their sins.
78By the tender mercy of our God, the dawn from on high will break upon us, 79to give light to those who sit in darkness and in the shadow of death, to guide our feet into the way of peace.”  (Luke 1:76-79, NRSV)

This post looks specifically at those of us who have been, at least at sometime, part of the flock of God. We may have grown up in church, grew bored in Sunday School and ran away from "organized religion" as fast as we could.  We may have experienced a painful disillusionment, or followed the voice of someone who led off into a wild place.  But wherever we are right now, we remember learning that we are the sheep of his pasture and he is our good shepherd, as the scriptures so often describe it. 

But like sheep who have ended up lost in the wilderness, vulnerable to the beasts of the field who come in the dark of night, we have become deaf to the shepherd’s voice, disconnected from the flock. 

In Matthew 18:12 Jesus uses this imagery to offer a quick parable to his disciples to talk about the love of God revealed in his Kingdom ministry.

What do you think? If a shepherd has a hundred sheep, and one of them has gone astray, does he not leave the ninety-nine on the mountains and go in search of the one that went astray?

But in this post, I want to use the version of the story that Jesus tells in Luke 15. 

Remember this version was directed to the Pharisees and scribes, religious folk who were grumbling because of the kinds of unreligious folk that Jesus hung out with.  See if you can spot the difference the difference between the version that Jesus tells to his followers and the version that he tells to religious folk who may not clearly understand his ministry, because the difference in emphasis can make all the difference to us today.

Luke 15:1-7

Now all the tax collectors and sinners were coming near to listen to him. 2 And the Pharisees and the scribes were grumbling and saying, “This fellow welcomes sinners and eats with them.”
3 So he told them this parable: 4 “Which one of you, having a hundred sheep and losing one of them, does not leave the ninety-nine in the wilderness and go after the one that is lost until he finds it? 5 When he has found it, he lays it on his shoulders and rejoices. 6 And when he comes home, he calls together his friends and neighbors, saying to them, ‘Rejoice with me, for I have found my sheep that was lost.’ 7 Just so, I tell you, there will be more joy in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who need no repentance.  (NRSV)

Merry Christmas from the Pig Pen...

...A story for those in a far off land.

Tonight is Christmas Eve and every year in our Christmas Eve services, usually the one that ends right at midnight, someone I know who has wandered away, wanders back in.  And this is maybe the only thing I would want you to know...

Matthew 1:20b-23
…an angel of the Lord appeared to (Joseph) in a dream and said, “Joseph, son of David, do not be afraid to take Mary as your wife, for the child conceived in her is from the Holy Spirit. 21 She will bear a son, and you are to name him Jesus, for he will save his people from their sins.” 22 All this took place to fulfill what had been spoken by the Lord through the prophet: 23“Look, the virgin shall conceive and bear a son, and they shall name him Emmanuel,” which means, “God is with us.”  (NRSV)

There is always a "back story" to those who come wandering back.  And this story speaks of those who didn’t just wander off, but took off without looking back.  If there had been a door we would have heard it slam behind him with a sense of finality. 

And it raises a question for us: What if we haven’t just “wandered away” from God, but literally walked out?  What if we have kicked the dust off our feet, thumbed our noses turned on our heels, cut off all ties, and headed off to a far off land? And what if we decide somewhere along the way that we wish we could go home again?

What then?  What does the Christmas narrative of the one who is named “God saves” and “God is with us” say to us? 

In Luke 15 Jesus told what I believe is the most important story in the bible.  I am sure that most of us know it and if nothing else you have probably seen it depicted in art, like Rembrandt’s famous “Return of the Prodigal.”  But maybe we can all hear it again tonight.

When I Look At the Stars....

... A Story for Those on a Search

It happens every year at Christmas time.  It might be caused by a childhood memory of a candlelight service, or hearing a choir singing Silent Night.  It might be listening to a soulful version of O Little Town of Bethlehem and daring to believe that your “hopes and fears of all the years” could be met in the Babe that night.  It often occurs at our last service on Christmas Eve night, or in our Christmas Concert, or in a Sunday worship where somebody slips in the back late and slips out early.

But it happens.  Every year.  Every year at Christmastime somebody unexpectedly wanders by, or wanders back, or maybe, wanders in. 

Someone who is outside the faith thinks about coming “in” for a look. 
Someone who has forgotten the ways and will of God remembers the grace and love of Christ.
Someone who thinks that there is nothing more awesome than the beauty of creation falls silent at the possibility that the Creator may really have come to this world and is reaching out in love.

This Advent and Christmas Season is dedicated to contemporary magi, wanderers and prodigals and this is the story that they we all most need to hear and most need to share. 

Do you know someone like that? Are you someone like that? 

Maybe you are like the couple who shared with me that for weeks before they finally got up the nerve to attend a worship service they used to do church “drive bys”.  They would get up on Sunday morning, drive by a church, see if they thought they would fit and if they didn’t they would go to breakfast and try again the next week.  One day they drove by our church, got up their nerve, wandered in and have stayed ever since. 

Or maybe you know someone who used to be deeply rooted in a faith community and living out a life of faith until something happened. A life circumstance, a Christian whose hypocrisy painfully disappoints, a struggle with sin, something that made them turn away and wander off.

Or maybe you are here quite regularly, at least in body, but you know that your soul is beginning to drift away.  You know deep in your bones that reality of the old hymn that says, “Prone to wander, Lord I feel it, Prone to leave the God I love.”

Jesus’ coming into the world was focused most directly at those who

• Wander by (like the crowds on the shore who listened to him tell of the Kingdom),
• Wander back (like those who needed healing and sought out the power of God in Jesus)
• And wander in (like those who began to follow him, not really knowing where he would lead.

But let’s begin with those wanderers who knew that they were not where they wanted to be.  Those seekers who searched the night sky to see a sign of the light of the world, the would-be king of the world and who set off wandering across the world.

Hide and Seek

During advent, I have been preaching a series called "Christmas Stories for Wanderers".  This morning, I will post a quote sent to me by a friend and then for Christmas week will feature the messages for wanderers. First the quote...

There are times when we talk about finding God in Christ. Infinitely truer is it that in him God finds us. We hardly dare lose sight of that, with the poor, fitful search we make, that cannot rightly be called a search, little more than a groping discontent, and a distant, formal, weary doffing of the hat. If anything ever happens in our lives, it will happen because wherever we hide ourselves, in what dark corner, there is a love that whispers and prods about there with its wounded hands: walking yonder on the streets, hungry, and someone yesterday gave him food; thirsty, and someone gave him drink; a stranger, and someone took him in. 

from Love Is a Spendthrift: Meditations for the Christian Year, by Paul Scherer (with thanks to Steve Yamaguchi)

Before We Go off on Winter Break...

Today is the last day of school before winter break and I know that most kids, if they are like mine, are so glad to have two weeks off that they'll forget to say thank you to their teachers for the job they have done.  I know that I did.

So this is my gift to all the teachers that I had or that my kids have had who have made such a difference. So to some of my best teachers: Mrs. Schirm, Mrs. Reck, Mr. Dunbridge, Mr. Bailey, Dr. Anderson, Dr. Banks, Dr. Mouw, Dr. Bradley, Dr. Muller, Dr. Dettoni, Dr. Volf and to some of my kids best:  Mrs. Turner, Mrs. Garritson, Mrs. Maule, Mrs. Keim, Mrs. Powell, Mr. Page, Mr. Seech, Mrs. Waizinger, Mr. Stephens, Mr. Wiggert, Mrs. Judd, Mr. O' Rear, Miss Janis...and especially to the two teachers who taught me really early on that teaching is the best thing someone can do in life...to you Mom and Dad. 

Know that you are indeed making a difference (and pardon some of the language in this piece, ok?)

Flesh and Glory...

Ben Witherington offers a fine exposition on both Luke's telling of the Christmas Story and Handel's putting it to music.

The baby lying in the manger reminds us, not of the inherently righteous character of those God came to favor. It reminds us not of the inherently good character of all humanity. It reminds us that in spite of everything we have become, God still loves us, and has provided a means by which we may be saved, if we will but respond to the Good News, if we will but welcome this one child into our homes and lives.

Handel was right when he finished writing Messiah and said 'I did think I saw heaven open, and the glory of God revealed'. Indeed, what redounds to God's glory more than anything else is his salvation plan of other-directed love that includes the least, last, and lost, as well as the first, most, and found. The Hound of Heaven has come down, and is on the loose in the world, in the form of an unassuming, beguiling child. Christmas is for everyone, everywhere--- but will you merely 'keep Christmas', or will you give it away?

Can we Still be Surprised by an Old Familiar Story

Every year at Christmas time when I teach the actual biblical texts, I have to spend a little time "correcting" the misconceptions that we have easily come to accept over the years, due in no small part to the manger scenes on our mantles.  No the magi weren't there that night.  And there is no mention of three and they weren't kings.  They were most likely astrologer/astronomers who didn't arrive until Mary, Joseph and toddler Jesus were settled into the house that they were probably staying in all along.   (Matthew 2:1-18)

In a post at his site, Ben Witherington offers the best Christmas sermon I have heard (in this case, read) in a long time. He uses good old fashion scholarship to help us read an old story with fresh eyes challenging the notion that Mary and Joseph was turned away by a callous innkeeper, but more likely that they crammed into the back of a house of a relative who had "no room in their guest room" and could offer up nothing else but the stable. Witherington asks us to consider that the real thing is both more believable and more challenging than many of our best intended morals-of-the story.

Please read it in its entirety but here are some snippets:

Now I have to tell you, this story is too improbable NOT TO BE TRUE. I mean, no one would make up a story like this which suggested to the skeptical in the home town and to latter day skeptics ever since that Jesus the Son of God was illegitimate. The story of the virginal conception must surely be true, for an evangelistic religion in that honor and shame culture would never make up a story like this about the birth of their Savior if they wanted to convince a patriarchal world of its truth. It’s too improbable not to be true!...

Jesus was born in his relative’s home, in the place where they kept the most precious of their animals. One can well imagine the smell in that room, and probably the shock of the Magi when they saw where the King was born.

But this story is not meant to meet our expectations or desires about what a Christmas story must be like. Jesus did not come to meet our expectations or desires—he came to meet our needs. George MacDonald puts it this way—‘We were all looking for a king to slay our foes and lift us high, but thou camst a little baby thing, that made a mother cry.” Jesus came as he did to make clear that no one and no place however humble was beneath his dignity, and every age and stage of life he would hallow, and save and sanctify.

The question for us this day is—do we still have the capacity to be surprised, enthralled, by this remarkable Christmas story? Do we still have the capacity to see all things new, once more? Can we approach the story like a child—eyes wide open, mouth agape? Can we make him room in our homes, even if the calendar is full, and the head count high on the homefront. I certainly hope so. Jesus traveled a long way to dwell with you Immanuel, especially at this season. Will you not kindly make him room in your abode, however humble?

The old medieval Christmas poem said 'though Christ a thousand times in Bethlehem be born, if he's not born in you, your heart is still forlorn.' Let me just tell you however, if you let that Guest into your inner sanctum, even if you put him in the very back, he will surely take over and become the center of attention in due course.

For me the payoff of this sermon is the reminder: Jesus did not come to meet our expectations or desires—he came to meet our needs. 

Perspective and Hope in Remembering a Tragic Day

My friend and Executive Presbyter, Rev. Dr. Steve Yamaguchi offers this challenging and hope-giving perspective on December 7.  This is the first time that I have ever thought of the anniversary of the bombing of Pearl Harbor always falling during Advent.  As a pastor under Steve's care, I am very often the beneficiary of his pastoral voice and prophet insight.  Today I'd like to share that with you.

I hate this day in history. I hate what the military leaders of Japan did to murderously ambush so many at Pearl Harbor. I grieve for how it triggered so much hate and fear among Americans that some Americans would take others of their fellow citizens and, just because of their Japanese ancestry, put them in wretched prison camps for four years. Those internees included both my parents and all their siblings (plus all my grandparents who were not citizens). I recall friends in Japan who tell of their years of deprivation and terror and starvation. I grieve for the terror and warfare that afflicted the whole world. And I remember with sadness the post-WWII years of “jap-hating” during which I grew up as a young boy. I recall how I as an American born citizen was regularly condemned as “Made in Japan” – which was not a compliment in those days. So I hate Dec. 7 in history.

And yet, I am filled with thanks for the grace of God we receive in Jesus Christ. I am thankful for the love by which I am saved, and for the joy in which we can live. I give thanks to God for the Presbyterian Church in which I came to know Jesus. And I give thanks to God for you every time I think of you, for you are Christ’s very body for me and his instrument through which I so palpably enjoy the delicious fruit of the Spirit – “love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control.” In a world filled with hate and fear and the evil that raised its ugly head on December 7, 1941, we who serve Christ have a Good News of love and hope for this world. While I hate the memory of December 7, I cherish the memory we celebrate on December 25. This I remember with joy and thanks and hope.